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subject: Friends! |
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subject: IM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
well im back and alots been going on ill update with all that later but right now im just thinking about last year and how that one night of "fun" fallows me around everyday i have to go to the dr.s tomorrow to set up a surgery for my foot that got broke a lil over a year ago in a car accident and even weeks after the car accident i thought that memory would just fade away and now over a year later and more than 1,000$ in fines i am reminded of how pointless drinking is. im proud of myself for not being that person i was just one year ago
one year ago i thought of myself first i drank alot i didnt think enough i totaled 2 cars in 2 weeks i did drugs i married an idiot i was in jail alot i was a very stupid person!
( and in 2005 ) |
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i have no internet for about another week =( ill comment update when i can xoxoxo |
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merry x-mas all well busy day today soo im off get trin ready to go to my dads!
xoxoxo
I hope everyone is having fun!!! |
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subject: Help!!! |
can anyone help me and make my LJ pretty for me im sick of lookin at it this way =( xoxo i suck and i dont have photoshop anymore but this thing needs a new look and a new friends only banner! |
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subject: You don't know how sick you make me |
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subject: bored! |
Sami came for a visit her Cream and Phil it was fun we hung out with Stretchie.. me Sami Cream Ry Missy Jenn my Dad and Paula all went out to eat my dad decides to eat at Ryans bad choice Joey was working all sorts of no good we were there 5 mins befor he got childish and told his manager on me for doing nothing i didnt even speak a word to him soo needless to say we got followed by this big fat ugly manager guy the whole time we was there haha o well hes soo childish court was at 8am yesterday morning (30th) guess who didnt show up yep Joey i figured that since his women lmfaooo *that he cheats on non the less* dont want him around me from what i was told o well i dont know and i dont really care all i know is i gave them every bit of info on him so now they will serve him with court papers at work ahaha god im soo glad i found out about him when i did even if it was a lil too late such a loser and i can lay money on it he wont be present for my ultrasound which might be a good thing also on that note i have once again changed my mind on the boys name im now trying to decide between Austyn James or Kaeleb James my mommy picked the middle name hmm Sami u think she might have a thing for him too??? lmfao she loves her soon to be son in law thats what she calls him and she says he needs to hurry and move here lol anways soon 30 more days!!!! anways Robin might be bringing Sami down for my u/s i hope soo i need a bit of cheering up since Mr. Wonderful wont be here im still trying to figure out if we will make it to PA for his bday maybe bring him HOME A LIL EARLY!!!!!! anways in other good news monday i turned 20 weeks im soo glad its half way over well im off to bed have to be up at 7am tomorrow =/ nite nite
James sleeping how cute is that!!!! 30 more days hurry up!!!!
o yea baby!! |
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subject: peekshurs |
our thanks giving was great and tonight we put the xmas tree up Trin loves it tomorrow Sami is commin for a visit yay!! we might all get a hotel room or somthin im not sure earlier i was listening to my wolfpac cd =( soo sadd i hope they can work everything out! i guess we might still head to wilkes barre for Freeks bday i hope sooooo!! there commin to visit us on new years i cant wait for that it should be lots of fun dec 2nd i have my ultrasound at first i really wanted a boy but i kinda want another girl i really dont care what it is i just want to find out already i have def. decided on Angelleigh Jennifer or Jayden not sure on a middle name yet but its late and im off to bed heres some pics for you enjoyment
btw CONGRATS TO KASHMIR i cant wait to see pics of mr. Tristan
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subject: i found this kind of weird |
@ 4:47 am on June 25th 2004 Joey and I were leaving the new taco bell he worked at we left there at like 4:40 bc they closed at like 4 anyways soo after he cleaned up we left i had been out with my friends befor that drinking Jager (this is the reason i will never drink again) i was really drunk and i was laying down in the seat and when i went to set up i grabed the wheel to pull my self up and we hit a telephone poll thankfully Joey wasnt hurt too bad just sore and stuff but i got really messed up when the ems got there i wasnt breathing and because i had my leg up on the dash my foot went through the windsheild and shattered many bones i now need surgery bc after almost 4 months my foot still isnt healed i also have a bruse on my thigh like above my knee that will never go away
im reminded everyday of that morning i still have the message from when sami called my mom crying all you can hear is the horn going off and its just horrid its prolly the worst memory i have in my mind i almost not only took my life but i could have took joeys too we wouldnt have this beautiful baby on the way its just crazy but then it got even more crazy
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subject: oh baby baby!!! |
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